(Note, if you studied in Ireland this semester and are uncomfortable with leaving, this may promote the rapid growth of tears on your cheeks)
1. When you look outside and see it raining, you don't necessarily want to go out- I was originally anxious about coming overseas. Dublin was the only city I've lived in, it's across a big blue ocean that you can't exactly drive across, and I would be leaving the comfort of my friends, family (and yes, even my blackberry) at home. I kept saying that I would be happy enough studying back at UNC, and I was just doing this semester for the experience. It's like when you need to run out to the grocery store to buy paprika for a recipe that really doesn't need paprika, but would go so much better if you had paprika.
2. At first, the exhiliration of being comfortable in your coat and feeling the rain drops propels you to your goal- The novelty of walking down the streets of dublin, catching the bus around town, meeting all the new people, getting used to new brands like Insomnia, Tayto, Londis, Berry's, Guinness were exciting. Pub culture is something I never had experienced before, having only just turned the ripe age of 21. Hearing the unique accents from North/South Dublin, North Ireland, Cork, and Galway was enthralling. Walking the quay and catching cabs and being metropolitan was amazing. Planning all the trips around Ireland and Europe just made me downright giddy.
3. ...That is, until the water seeps through your clothes and shoes and wets you to the bone- Culture shock is still culture shock, and after that initial excitement, all the anxieties come back to attack you. It was about a month in that I got incredibly homesick, and the only thing I could think about was counting down the days until I went back home. Whether this was the result of things occurring at home, or the experience I was having here, I felt like I just wanted to go back to UNC and forget the Irish education I was experiencing at UCD. It just was too overwhelming, maybe I had made the wrong decision coming to Ireland.
4. So you step inside for a hot minute at the pub to dry off- I had a couple trips to places like Barcelona/Valencia/Madrid/Paris with some amazing friends from back home. Seeing them was fantastic, and gave me that touch of home I had been missing. They gave me some great advice and the fraternal love I felt was exactly what I needed at the time. It reminded me of the fantastic support system I know I have all around the world, and gave me a good amount of confidence to step back out into the rainstorm.
5. After putting on a warmer coat, you step back into the rainstorm- I think it was really around St. Paddy's day that I really got comfortable with the people I knew here in Ireland. I stopped relying on UNC and its people to be responsible for my happiness and/or entertainment, and the best relationships I created (possibly ever) stemmed from right around this point. This was the catastrophe-or turning point- that I needed to get back in a groove. Trips to Malin Head, nights out around Dublin, doing La Revencha de Romeo y Julieta.. all gave me incredible memories I treasure and will continue to treasure.
Oh yea, and I went to class one or two times.
(Note, here I tried to list everything I was going to miss about Ireland, but I could never be all-inclusive of everything, so I just gave up)
I know it's still raining outside, and I'm sure it will always be raining in Ireland. Now, at this point, I'd rather stay here with all my friends than go back across (ironic twist of events). I guess that's just part of the adventure. Maybe you just have to be soaked to the bone and go crazy in order to love this place.
From Dublin, with craíc, thank you all for going along with me during this semester. It's been amazing































